Thank you

So condemning in its honesty.  


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Hard

...first measly attempts at haiku.  And finding something worthwhile.  I feel horrible with myself and am so critical of everything I do, working so hard to be so much better, so much different, so much less me.  Getting nowhere and can't get out of bed in the mornings, which quickly become afternoons - painful for such horrible reasons. 

10.20.2011

searing eyes critique

valleys pockets folds of mine

the stark nudity

sitting lazy now

another day gone again

why do I do this

soft lonely girl sits

books and flashbacks twirl her mind

healing is too hard

time is a privilege

I have so much of it that

inner demons haunt